"Sins" and "Self"

The Sins Question

The first question which arises in the conscience of one in whom God
the Holy Spirit begins to work is usually the question of "sins," The entrance
of God’s Word has given light, and the life is known to have been blotted by
innumerable sins. Smudges and smears are seen across the pages of life’s history. The
memory being awakened recalls many thoughts and desires, many words and deeds, of past
years, and previously slumbering conscience now condemns very much that which had before
seemed right enough.

It is good that this question has been raised during one’s
lifetime. Sooner or later it must be raised in every sinner, and raised in
"time" it may be settled and the sinner be blessed, but raised in
"eternity" it will only be settled by the sinner being banished from God’s
holy presence for ever.

How, then may this question be settled now? What can meet the righteous
claims of God and the just demands of my own conscience?

There is but one answer to these important questions, and that answer
is —

The Finished Work of Christ

The death of the Lord Jesus Christ is the only ground on which God can
rightly clear a sinner, and the only ground on which a sinner can rightly stand before

It is certain that if another way of salvation could be found, God
would have found it. But when no other means of blessing man was possible, God
"spared not His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all." (Rom. 8:32) Or, as
another Scripture says, He "so loved the world that He gave His only begotten
Son." (John 3:16)

Surely in the light of that gift and in the light of the sufferings of
the Son of God—when, as we who believe can say, he was "delivered for our
offences." (Rom. 4:25) He "bare our sins in His own body on the tree." (1
Pet. 2:24) He "suffered for sins, the just for the unjust, that He might bring us to
God." (1 Pet. 3:18)—surely in that light we can never think our sins except with
abhorrence. God hates sin, and teaches us to hate it too by the very work which puts our
sins away.

Thus at the cross of Christ the love of God to us was shown in that He
dealt in unsparing judgment with His Holy Son, when He had given Himself up to bear the
judgment due to us.

So our Lord Jesus Christ "gave Himself for our sins, that He might
deliver us from this present evil world, according to the will of God and our Father"
(Gal. 4:1)

Now that one offering, offered once for all, settles the question of
our sins for God’s throne. And God has said, "Their sins and inequities will I

Remember No More

(Heb. 10:17)

He has raised our Lord Jesus Christ from the dead, and seated Him at
His own right hand upon the throne.

Christ was on the cross to do the work of redemption. Christ is
on the throne because the work of redemption is done.

Look back to Him on the cross, see Him there suffering and dying for
sins in atonement [making propitiation], and hear His cry, "My God, My God, why hast
Thou forsaken Me?" (Matt. 27:46)

Then look up and see Him risen from the dead and glorified, for,
"if Christ be not raised, your faith is vain; and ye are yet in your sins." (!
Cor. 15:17) But Christ is risen—blessed proof that our faith is not vain, and that we
are not in our sins. More than this, "when He had by Himself purged our sins,"
He "sat down at the right hand of the Majesty on high." (Heb. 1:3) His
resurrection and His glory both witnesses to believers that their sins are gone forever,
having been blotted out by the death of the Son of God. Believing in Him and resting on
His finished work, they have "no more conscience of sins." (Heb. 10:2) The work
which perfectly met the claims of God’s throne perfectly meets the claims of our
consciences. So that we need have no more any fear that God will deal with us in judgment
on account of our sins, seeing he has already dealt in judgment with His own Son when, in
our stead and on account of our sins, He suffered upon Calvary’s cross.

The "Self" Question

When the "sins" question has been settled and the conscience
is purged by the blood of Christ (Heb. 9:14), the believer has rest, and perhaps in the
joy of being cleared from all charge thinks that he will never be troubled again.

Possibly he says to himself, "It will be all plain sailing now
right home to the heavenly harbour. I know my sins are forgiven. I know that my Saviour
lives for me and soon will come to call me away to be with Himself for ever, and I mean to
serve Him faithfully until His return."

But little by little the bitter truth forces home upon him that he is
not what he ought to be, or what he would like to be either. He begins to learn what he
is. Before this he was occupied with what he had done, but when that was settled he
thought all was settled; and it is painful indeed to discover how much evil is within him
and that though he loves the Lord Jesus as his Savior he does not serve him fully.

It may be that when failure after failure, breakdown after breakdown
has taken place, the queries force themselves upon, "am I

Only a Hyprocrite

after all? "How can I be a Christian and have these awful thoughts
and feelings? AM I a child of God, or is it all a huge delusion? I am worse that ever I
was." The soul–agony is deeper and more acute than that about the questions of
his SINS had been, and in secret he groans over the evil of self, which, to his surprise,
has at last become so clear. Of course he is not worse than he was; he has got more into
the light now, and so he sees it better, and God is allowing him to learn what his natural
condition really is in order that he may distrust himself altogether.

A friend of mine illustrates the matter like this. Let us suppose a
room is shut up for twenty years. The windows have been boarded over and the door locked
and no one enters during all that time. At length the owner comes and, turning the key in
the creaking lock, opens the door. The place smells fusty and musty, and it is all dark.
He cannot see its condition at all. But he strikes a match, and by its feeble light he
sees some dust and cobwebs. He then lights a candle and he sees more creeping insects and
more dust and cobwebs.

The place is not worse because the light is greater, but he sees its
condition more clearly. Then he says, "I must take down this boarding and let the
light of the noonday sunshine in and see what the state of the room really is." Yes,
the more light the more truth is known.

So it is with "self." The more we are in the light of God the
more its hideous character is found out. God knows all about us. He is not making
discoveries of what we are. He knows us through and through. But He would have us know
too, and know by bitter experience as well because He has said so, "The heart is
deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?" What a comfort
it is to hear Him say, "I the Lord search the heart" (Jer. 17:9,10) He has
searched and known us completely, and provided for us all that He has found as well. We
may make discoveries of what we are, but He knew us before He sent His Son to die not only
for our sins, but on account of what we are in ourselves.

In the cross of Christ the "self" question was settled for
God. As we read: "He hath made Him to be sin for us, who knew no sin; that we might
be made the righteousness of God in Him." (2 Cor. 5:21) In the death of Christ all
that I was as a sinner was brought to its end in judgment before God; that is, in the eye
of God justice, in the sight of God, I have died, as it is written: "Knowing this,
that our old man is crucified with Him." (Rom. 6:6) and as the apostle Paul says of
himself, as in faith he sees as God sees.

"I am crucified with Christ."

(Gal. 2:20)

And God would have what is true before Him true to every
believer’s faith as well.

The believer on the Lord Jesus Christ is seen now by God in all the
acceptance of Christ risen from the dead. He is not regarded by God as in his former
natural condition "in Adam," but as "in Christ," where there is
"no condemnation." (Rom. 8:1)

God transfers the believer from the ruined Adam to the risen Christ. He
has judged the flesh in the cross of Christ, and would have us judge it too. He would not
have us try to improve it or mend ourselves. He would have us put our signature to what He
has done in condemning sin in the flesh when Christ died on the cross. He no longer sees
us in the flesh, but the flesh is in us, and it is left to us, as was said long ago, in
order that we might learn to say Amen to what God has done with it at the cross.

Do not be disappointed, then, at what you find, in yourself, young
believer; you will learn increasingly how far Adam’s race, of which you are a part,
has fallen, but God knows all. He loved us and He gave His Son to die not only on account
of what we have done, but on account of what we are as well. And loving us, he has also
given the Holy Spirit to dwell in us, so that the love of God may be enjoyed by us, and so
that we may live unto Him.

It is said of the Lord Jesus, "In that He dies, He died unto sin
once: but in that He liveth, He liveth unto God." (Rom. 6:10) He has dealt with
sin—our sin—He bore the judgment of God against that sin—when on the cross,
and now lives unto God free of it forever; and believers are called in view of this
"likewise" to reckon themselves "dead indeed unto sin, but alive unto God
through Jesus Christ our Lord." (Rom. 6:11) They are to count that they too, have
done with sin, and henceforth are to live unto God for His pleasure and for His glory. So
that though we are conscious that sin is within us yet in the power of the Holy Spirit we
can say with the apostle Paul, "I live, yet not I, but Christ liveth in me (Gal.
2:20), and occupied with Christ in glory, He will control the life, and we will be
preserved from fulfilling the "lusts of the flesh" and enabled to be
well–pleasing to God.

"Now unto Him that is able to keep you from falling, and to
present you faultless before the presence of His glory with exceeding joy, to the only
wise God our Savior, be glory and majesty, dominion and power, both now and ever.
Amen." (Jude 24.)